okay so nothing is more devastating or stressful as the death of a loved one...... My mother died of cancer on the 19th of November at 6:19am....she had cancer for almost a year and it got the better of her and she went into a coma two days before she died... I still miss her very much and I often cry when I think of her. she was my mother, my best friend, my teacher, my protector and many other things. I wanted her to live and beat this cancer but she just wasnt strong enough and I know it is kinda selfish to ask her to stay when she was in so much pain.... I finally decided the night before she died to tell her "Its okay mommy....you can let go....its time to be free" and the next morning I watched her take her last breathe.

Its gonna be hard living without her but I need to believe that God never gives us anything we cant handle and as I have been told by a few dear people...."this too shall pass"

This next message is for my mother if she can see this from where she is now...Mommy I love you and I promise I will do my best to live strong and be the best that I can be....


RIP Vernecia Louise Harlien